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To love is the greatest sin possible.

It smothers the heart, suffocating it.

Inhibitions are let go, freedom.

The mind left free to ward.

Permutations of possibilities allowed.

It destroys independence.

Turns characters into fragile facades.

But to love is the greatest blessing.

It allows one to live.

To be free from the world.

Let desires run free.

Lose track of fear.

Gain a new perspective.

Because the reason we all love,

Is that we need a reason,

To gain a new perspective.

A new start.

A better one.

Make a cup of cocoa. Add one teaspoon of cocoa powder for every ounce of bitterness you feel right now. Add sugar as you see fit. Add some milk. Add hot water. Stir, and while stirring remember every memories you shared, the kisses in the darkness you gave, the text you stayed up all night for, the hugs you gave, the photos you took, the moment you slept with each other. Drink the cocoa, is it bitter? Is it sweet? Drink it all, and let every gulp you take represent your bitterness. Finish it all. Look at the remains. Are there some left? Some spot of bitter cocoa powder that won’t just let go? Let it be.

Pull out a bottle of beer. Open it. Chug it down. Let the bitter taste rush through your mouth, your throat, your senses. Let it numb all. Repeat until drunk. Stand up. Try to go to your room. Or fall on the floor and pass out. Wake up in the morning with a hangover. Make another cup of cocoa following the previous directions. But this time, add a teaspoon of sugar for every sweet memories you have. Drink it and notice how the taste changes. Finish it. And look at the sunrise.

Look at the start of new beginning

Don’t say goodbye.

(via patrickandaya)